Well it is a Wednesday so I'd normally write something on here but the weeks been rather messy with five days without email at all and this a screwed up return that doesn't allow for sending emails and erratic receiving incoming mail so I had to spend time remaking site contact stuff and the like.
That kind of stuff takes me away from where I really am mentally.
Everyone is an individual and where and what they get from being an ASB can vary so I would not say there's a "true" asb with the inference anything else wasn't.
Sometimes you'll find someone in the ASB world who does think is it's a kind role playing scenario or a way of disguising a kink interest.
For some there is a connection to being ASB in BDSM, roles, power exchange, the cp obviously and that's great IF that's you.
Others may while accepting cp may be coming at things from a more age regressive in the mindset of the person who at that point or in certain respects remains a youngster.
To in that context dress more as their younger selves so how they see themselves matches their reflection, possibly do some studying and (for some) receive for sort of cp of that era for those thing that may of been seen as appropriate punishment is it.
It wouldn't be about attending club style cp events with that as the central point even if attending a role play school might be of the sort that has formal classes and excursions out.
Their being asb stems from being in that headspace that fits along with being a adult little boy having an more forever a child headspace rather like to of been a schoolboy back in the day was about your school centred life as that boy and you had a life beyond chalk, times tables and the playground.
In that way the ASB side crosses over from the adult little boy side just as the school boy and (little) boy did back in the day.
To be one you had to be the other so they were neither stand alone identities nor one and the same.
I can't say I have any latent kink connections seeing myself mentally as a child at all.
I just happen to be a little boy over the age of twenty one and that's how I get through stuff like sorting things on the computer just as modern boys do cos they have them too.
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